back on saipan..

so.. here i am.. sitting in front of my computer in my living room, in my house... at saipan.. sigh... don't really want to be here.. even tho i'm happy to be home, i really want to go back to yale.. where i had soo much memory.. the flight back to saipan was hard.. even just flying away from bradly international airport made me sad... now flying from detroit to nagoya was way harder.. i feel soo sad... i cried again... sigh.. that graduation day was one of the saddest day of my life. first. graduation means last day of being at yale.. last day of jsa.. last day of........ sigh.. next, departing time... that was the hardest thing ever! chase and jessie left first, it was so sad, anya and i wanted to run down the road with their taxi, apparently, that didnt really happen... chase and jessie were crying, anya didnt cry, but chase and i were the one that cried the hardest i think.. then next... me... i think.. me leaving was hard, i started crying again, after leaving anya ben and ross, i sat in the car, crying nonstop.. i just couldn't stop crying... tears just kept pouring out of my eyes.. i want to go back to jsa.. i got to mary and joe's house later that day. i sat in a chair and just cried again... it was so depressing... well, then i did some shopping at wal mart. cheered me up a bit.. then semona nate and i watched a movie, semona and i watched fantastic four, nate watched war at world or something like that. anyways, semona and i walked out of the movies, and this is what i said, "yay! lets go back to the d....... oh.... its over...." sigh.. even in the movies, im sitting there thinkin, oh darn, gota do gov't and speech homework later.. then i snapped back to reality realizing that jsa is over.. sigh. jsa truely is one of the BEST experience i ever had! i will NEVER forget you all!!! love you guys soo much!! mwah!!
GEORGETOWN SESSION II NEXT YEAR! YEA!!!
MWAH! heart you guys soo much!!!
crazy asian monkey ;)**